Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in Chelsea La Vone's LiveJournal:

Friday, April 21st, 2006
8:15 am	Corprate Hand Jobs are no fun at all. So I hate moving. NEXT weekend, hopefully will be my last move while im in california. Silent Hill comes out today. I am very very excited. Work has been stressful, very busy! I know it will be worth it in the long run. My heart seems to get broken a lot out here. No so much, the initial break, just more fragments from past fractures are getting RIPPED off and out. Its hard to hold your head up, when you miss everything you know, and its hard to put one foot in front of the other when nothing you see is familiar. I guess I just want my life to move forward, faster, and stronger. Since I have been in california.. My top ten highlights have been- 10. Realizing every girl/boy here is a fucking whore 9. Getting my tax refund check 8. Silent Hill coming out in the theaters (today) 7. Roscoe's waffle n' chicken every sunday 6. Thinking I was actually going to go to Disney Land 5. The new Dead to Fall album came out 4. Buying my new baby.. Gahan (snake) 3. Getting to know Camscoe better than before 2. Getting to know Arlo, period. bleh 1. Getting to spend three whole days with John, Tim, Logan, & Tim! and the honorable mention goes to getting my head stuck in a motorcycle helmet- (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 13th, 2006
12:46 pm	California So, it's been a while. California is just as soul sucking as Vegas was. IM still not sure why it is that I am here. I work for Affliction Clothing, and they are an amazing company. I have realized what I used to think mattered, doesnt matter any more. I want to live my life day by day, and do things to make me happy. I have tried to stay away from temptation, and sin.. But I find myself struggling harder and harder avoiding these things. Life really isnt what you were brought up to think it is about. There are no happy endings, or fairy tales.. Just the struggles that make you stronger and the bullshit that lets you REALIZE the times when life is actually good. Im very homesick, and have a constant feel of betrayal here. I have to start my trial with my insurance company to pay for my medical bills due to the drunk that hit me. MOTHER FUCKER. I got approved for a medicinal marijuana card, which rules. Justin and I are completely over, and have been for 2 months. I really wanted to avoid talking about the subject, but I figured since my last entry included him, I should clarify the situation. I have nothing bad to say about our realationship, but I guess we just went our "seperate" ways. I plan on writing more on here, and keeping people updated. I recently modeled for Coffin Case, Here is a picture, Just to keep you entertained. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 5th, 2006
3:15 pm	200666 New Years Pictures.. Its Justin, Chris, & I. Very Very good end to 2005. <666 (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 4th, 2006
4:38 pm	Capt n' Mc Loverson This have been great! Great can't even do it to justice. I moved into our new house. Everything is perfect there. Its everything I have been looking for in a house & roomates, and I've finally found it. New years was a blast. Ill have to post pictures soon. Being this in love is the best feeling ever felt. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 28th, 2005
4:05 pm	Officer Number My heart feels like its part of a mechanical sinker drifting towards the cold dark ocean floor. An anchor off a ghost ship and the links are slowly snaping due to weight and rust. My ankles tremble. My breath is no longer detectable. I refuse to belive that it was never really there. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 22nd, 2005
9:28 am	Lowfat Sin Sometim3s- There is a constant rush of what feels like water through my veins. Im half of what I should be, and not sure what is causing this dilution of composition. My exons are charged with nothing less than perfection, and my heart is pumping with the utmost triumph. Have I actually found what I've been looking for? What he, she, him, that, this has been looking for? Something so amazing, but yet so hard to stomach or comprehend. Its hard for me to accept these feelings that seem to be like hackers taking over my brain. I can't stop them. My thought ratio is 90/10. Him being 90, then all the bullshit 10. I try to asses the situation, and try to analyze the words, and promises. But nothing comes of this. Im just living for today. Something I have never ACTUALLY learned to do. Im so involved with what the future holds, when maybe, thats where I've been wrong all these years. I guess in a way, IM the same as the ones I loathe. He is the best teacher. The best companion, the best lover. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 21st, 2005
8:03 pm	I FINALLY GOT A WINDOW!! After a year and a half of braving the elements, Chelsea has a driver side window! And its just perfect for the trip to Arizona on Friday. Today at work, I had to do my boss' taxes. I got really really depressed because one reciept was for 900,000.00$.. and you know what for? FURNITURE! Goddamn, you would think he would be able to give me a raise once in a while.. yuh! Tomorrow is Justin's show. Las Vegans better go. 9:30pm The Aristrocrat (Charleston & Rancho) 21 & over. Cheap Drinks http://www.myspace.com/justinweatherbeemusic <666 (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
10:49 pm	Ho. Ho. Yous a ho. Here are two pictures from our "christmas".. Justin & I Step Dad & I "Frankenstree" Then, I was bored... and feeling very begrudgeful.. Soooo, I made this.. Grrrr... Current Mood: bitchy (10 Comments |Comment on this)
12:52 pm	Extension 8760 So.. I figured I would ditch my old LJ and start a new one. I mean, my past is no longer my present, and my future deserves something more than the past. The holiday season is slowly crawling by. I can't wait for all of this to be over. The fakeness of humanity at this time of year sickens me. Not that they don't already.. But even more so this time of year. Its like tradition and holiday has set a false mindset in everyone. Being nice? HA. No one is as nice as they are during the winter. Then as soon as it came, the niceness and "holiday spirit" disapears. I need to find a new crowd. A new race. Where or why do I find people like these? Thier worth can never be measured much higher than the tiny house bug scurring through the cracks in these walls. These things you obsess over will not matter when you're your parents age. Why care? Why make the same mistakes over and over again, without thinking twice? Thats right...You don't know either. These words arent aimed at any perticular person..In fact-I can't even generate a face in my mind as im typing. I guess this is directed to the whole human race. Taking LIFE for granted. Being so selfish about yourself, you wouldnt risk your life for much. Not even your own convictions, but you lack respect for other beings. Glutton your fucking lives with drugs, money, food, sex, false love...BUT you cant...even...open up your hearts and live as a good person. On another note- Justin and I are going to Arizona for x-mas. It should be exciting. IM just excited to be with him for 5 hours uninterupted. Im happy. More so than I've been before. IM content, with him and only him. Current Mood: content (5 Comments |Comment on this)